KL Trip post...!!!



Sorry for the delay guys~ Ya, been busy and lazy as well...! *wink*





What about my KL trip???


Ya, it was kind of fun on the 17th which I finally had the chance to go Sunway Lagoon...! Over excited, lupa nak ambik gambar... ish!





Back to the 16th of March. All of us, Stella, Kei and I took a 0730 time bus down to KL. Along the way, Kei was complaining how pain her stomach is and needed to go to the ladies badly. She had some slimming tea or something... Poor thing. Have to tahan like 2 hours?



We reached and as we all know here, KL traffic damn suck! We kind of stuck right outside Swiss Garden Hotel, and all of a sudden, forgotten who suggested that we go down to pinjam Swiss Garden Hotel's toilet. We did! Kei even suggested if the bus is still outside jamming after we're done, we're hop back into the bus. I was like SWEAT




In the bus, done a little bit of cam whore! Heee...!!!

Okay, we also done some cam whore in the Ladies but it was taken with Stella's digital cam. Before we entered to the Ladies, there was this bell boy. He was doing his job tying up luggage bags together, so I push mine and Stel's to him and ask whether this is where we leave our luggage. He was polite enough and first thing he ever asked was ' Checking out? ', and I was like... 'Yeah!' *Panic*... After tying out luggage together, he pull a card out and ask for my room number. I was like... SHIT! What to tell him ar?

I told him I was still blur and totally forgotten about my room number.. I tried to turn to Stella, and Kei... But both went to the Ladies... Sobz..! But the bell boy let me go anyway~ Phew...!

After done going to the Ladies, we walked down to Pudu Bus Station as John is waiting for us there. While we were still on the bus, three of us was like, why everyone (us) is wearing black today. Kei thought Stella and I pakat nak pakai hitam. We said we nvr did so. All of us was wondering if John were to be wearing black as well... We thought of so many colours he would wear, but definitely not black. When we saw him in Pudu, he's in BLACK!!!!!

Walao... The black gang! The John said this is what family do. Think, do what also the same. We ignore him anyway... hahaha! We then took a town bus down to Sunway Pyramid, as my boy is working in Padini Concept Store, Sunway Pyramid, Stella and I needed to drop our luggage in his car, than to stroll around in the shopping center with luggage hanging around us.



After dropping our luggage in my boy's car. We were clueless where to have out lunch as I booked a 1445 movie ticket for Step Up 2. Why don't we watch it in Ipoh? Because this bloody god damn ipoh dono how to different shape what's nice and what's not. Saja tau kung fu, love and horror. All this nice movie don't buy in! Not fair. So WE *stella and me* will have to go down to KL to watch it. Sigh.



Not too long, some of us was carving for sushi. We then went to Sushi Groove.

Not bad thou the interior, after we sat down... All of us start ordering. Hungry la..! Stella ordered a plate of 5 salmon.

This is my cold green tea!

I ordered a unagi...! Unagi fans la!

This.. I'm not sure what is it anyway.. Taste a little bit weird!

Soon, there's this water who walks over to our table and mumbling something to us. John and I were sitting face to face, and he was just standing right beside us, we also couldn't hear him. I only heard something like, we're the 500th customer and he's giving us a free dish from the menu... We're like.. okay. He chose a Rock & Roll, where there's mozzarella cheese covered up with beef! Taste damn nice lo!!! Want to go back and eat again! Yum..! Tapi takde ambik gambar juga... Sobz.

After lunch, time for digest! We walk! After walking, we begin to feel tired... We were separated half way walking, Stella and I was together... We went to wait for the others at the cinema area.

While waiting, a little cam whore must be done!

Then later, the others arrived, while waiting for the cinema we continue cam whore.

we watched Step up 2.

What about the movie? Damn cun lo! Want watch again if can...! But Stella said Storm the Yard better... Hmmm... I think both also that nice. Hee...!!! Nvm, I go buy pirated DVD.

Done movie-ing... As Kei and John have to leave at about time 1830, we went to have J cos'!! Yum...!!! I literally waited in the queue like half an hour!! Alone...! Kei was with John outside and Stella flew off to meet her net friend Edmund... Leave me all alone here... By myself...!

After having J cos', we had a group shot. The Black Four.

After J cos'. That's it for the day... My boy finish work. Had dinner in Carls Jr. and sent Stella off into her friend's place..

Till then.. I'll write again... I'm so tired after two blog post... Sigh... Nightz...

I have a confession to make.

Today, I finally broke it. I took up the courage to break it hard...! Without knowing whose watching or even bothering. I just did it.

Because of you

My anger burst out into horror.

I broke this poor pen. Why??? Because I was damn angry and frustrated with customers!!!

Alright, chill chill... Back to where it started. My mum went off early as she needed to go to the lawyer firm to get things done, and left me alone in the shop.

First, there were only a few customer at a time, which I can still manage to attend. Soon, one by one coming in like a storm! Some customers were understanding enough. They waited long for me to attend to them as I was being called everywhere by those idiot, no brains, bloody shitters customer, which they want to be attend first. Done with those, there was phone calls coming in and out! As i were too busy to even pick them up! Till most of the customers left, finally I had the chance to ans the phone call. This is where I got so heated up. Here's how the conversation went.

Customer : Hello, is this cosway?

Me : yeah, may I help you?

Customer : I need to know whether do u have to two way foundation in stock.

Me : I have tons of two way foundation, which one do u refer to?

Customer : *silent* Neh... That one lo... it was published in last two months offer book.

Me : Can you give me it's code so that I could check for you. *annoyed*

Customer : I dono anything la... Neh, that one lo! You worked here so long, you don remember ge meh???!!

Me : I have a million products right behind me, you cant expect me to memorize each and every one of them, or do you have it's box, there's code behind it. You can even tell me it's brand.

Customer : It's Lelan Vital.

Me : Okay, I have different colours, which one do you want to know?

Customer : Har?! Got colours gah??? I dono wo. How much can I get it now? Can I still buy it?

Me : *swt* You can buy it at rm33, there's no promotion going for this product.

Customer : WAH...! So expensive?! Last time I buy also rm19 something..!! *silent* If I want to buy it now, I have to pay rm33 for it? I am a member wo, why cost me so much???!! No discount meh?!

Me : Yes. *getting fucked up badly* Because it's not in the promotion book. The only price I can give you is rm33.

As I was in a great hurry too, while talking to this customer on the phone, on the other hand there's this bitch who wants to try on so many sizes of bra and girldle.. I was definitely very annoyed, but I am still keeping my cool. *forced to*

Customer : Why you answer me so fui hin?! You don't want to attend to me isit?!!!

Me : No, I'm sorry miss. There's alot of customer here. I don't mean...

Customer : *cut in* If there's so many customer, you can tell me ge mah! What customer service is this?! Nothing la bye!

She hung up that call and I was like... WTFH?!!! What's wrong with these ppl?! What if I told you to call back?! You might just said you will only take one minute, but the prob is you don't even know what you want!!! You cant give me the code or anything... What also dono la dono this! And expect me to memorize the price for each and every item?!!! WTFH....!!!

Then another one phone call came. This time it's damn... I also dono how to describe it.

Me : Hello, Cosway.

Customer : Cosway hor? The buy 2 free 1 mask cannot buy already hor??

Me : Yes, because that offer last until the 24th of March only, where else there's a new promotion for the mask on march 25th till april 24th.

Customer : Can la... You just put my bill back on to 24th of march then can lo.

Me : *I was so damn fucking stone to hear that* Miss, I'm using a computer to key in the products and definitely the computer can key items that isn't in the promotion period.

Customer : Nvm then. *hung up*

Is this an idiot or what?!! I don't know what to do with them anymore... The more I face them, the more i'm going insane!!!!

Too I want to apologise for the pen... Hee...!!

It has been a while since I blog about pictures and so on... So today, I'm going to post some belated post!! Sry...*wink*

But before we start,

A little confession to make.

I'm going KL tomorrow with Stella, and Woon Kei, will be meeting John and Tee Yan in KL. Will be back on the 18th, too will post all the photos being taken on the trip! Remember to come back and visit tau???

Been so busy working and exhausted lately after my work and exams... Due to all this problems, neglected my blog..!! Sobz...!

Back to where I left out. Ya, my dad's birthday!!

Happy Belated Birthday, Daddy.

He had a birthday dinner at the Ipoh Royale Club, right opposite the St. Michael School, with all his friends. Swt...! So scary, all eyes were actually on me than my dad! He's the birthday fella, apasal tengok I?!

He's happy with the dinner, and his friends even got him a birthday cake. So my dad have two cakes that day. One from the Club itself, the other from friends.

Taste extreamly weird... I don't know what they have inside.. All nuts. Definitely gotten me nuts that night studying.

Soon, habis exams!! Wow...! Should be celebrating or enjoying but I gotten, myself even more stress. However, at night went out with Stella to parade! I wanted to get a bikini, so cari parade dulu. Stella too have to meet someone there, so after we're done, we head to have Kenny Rogers. Baru buka.

Then wafter ordering the main dishes, I ordred a Winter drink. The waitress suddenly told me Vanilla ice cream out of stock! So is either I choose others drinks or other flavor ice cream. So? I ordered a Strawberry ice cream with sprite. Taste damn weird.

Then this is what stella did to the mufin... Kelian.

hahahah... We literally played with the food. Bad gilrs we are. Aren't we Stella?? hahahha...

The next day, I went out with Yuki to have Mcd for supper... Nothing much, catchin up with life and so on... Came yesterday! Went out to have Black Canyon with my mum in Jusco.

I ordered a orange frost and mum, her favourite Hazelnut coffee.

This is my main dish.. Forgotten what the name is. It quite nice, yet it reminds me about the nasi pattaya I and the others NS gang had in Camp... Sobz. All of a sudden miss camp pulak..

Guess i'll just stop here. Need to pack for tomorrow. Everything last minute... Hee..!!!

Headache-nya.


Another night I'll be spending my time studying Business Law! How pitiful can that be?! I wrote some down in a text pad till now I'm wondering should I just stop doing so and just read them from the text book..

Sigh.

After Business Law, Business Maths. I'm so gonna be dead. Yet, again I cant stop missing him...

I just hate myself.

Before that, I cried.

I cried it all out, I cried when I'm finally back home from my dad's birthday dinner. I cried while I was having my bath. I cried while I on my pc... Then I stop after MSN done loading.

Why I cried? I'm so stress. Stress of exams. Till today, is the day I knew that I do afraid of exams... I do have all thise phobias. While having dinner with my dad, I nearly burst out in tears... Every minutes pass like water pipe. The more I look at the watch, the fear in my grows.

How pathetic is that?! How can I be feeling all these?? Dad even want tells everyone that I'll be getting my Diploma nxt year. He is so giving me peer pressure!!!

I cant study la...!!!


I want to burst all those in me out of here.
I told him, I would really want to hug him now, and start crying.
But he said he would let me hug, just don't cry.

WTH.


I don't know what to do at all... I don't feel like doing anything.. I feel like dozing off... I am so sleepy... ZzzZzz.... Zzz....

I'm here still online and awake in the silent night of everyone flew to their dreams. I am here brushing my late studies, because in another 7 hours later, I'll be sitting for my paper then.

In this silent night, its my first night to be still awake till that late brushing up my works. My first experiences and it sucks.

How emo can I be?

I am emo now. So emo I don't think I could study anymore.

What can I do? I cant stop thinking of you again.
A thought that can actually kills.
How terrible can that be?

I wanted to hear your voice.
I wanted you to call and cheer me up
I wanted to know you're home safe.

After the election, everyone out here are so afraid of riot.
Everyones talking about crufews
Even my parents stop me from going out at night

That's so unfair.
My dad even worse, he actually have the idea of telling not going to college for exam tomorrow if can.
I was like, If i was fate to be dead like that.

Just let it be.

This blog is mainly about how I feel right now.
The feeling of being needed

Is gone.

The feeling of being protected
is gone.

The feeling of being loved
Is missing.

But in my mind, I know he still love me
I just cant bring my heart to listen.

Is this wrong?
Am i being selfish??

I don't know.

Everyones been telling such a far distance relationships I can hold up for a year.
Everyones been happy for me
Wondering how we did it.


I don't know either.
All I know patience is the first thing we must learn to have.
Second is honest.
Thrid is trusting.

The end is care.


I use to think that finding someone which is near to you, can last even longer than having a distance relationship. I was so wrong. In 24hours, I can break up with a guy of a same city.

That was like ages ago. I was still so childish at the point.

Sigh.

I don't know.

Now i'm still studying... I'm so sick of it.
I'm definitely so tired.

I want to sleep...!!!

This morning, or I should just put it this way.


Just now, I went out to have breakfast with my dad at 0835 hour. We had breakfast in Gunung Rapat then went back to his house, since he asked me for some help to type some letters.

On the way back to my mum's house, I finally took the courage to tell him about my next trip down to KL and my future plan by taking Graphic Design Course.

I first told him about my KL trip since it's the nearest in the calender. I and the others NS gang planned to go down Sunway Lagoon, Subang KL on the 16th till 18th of March. What I got as feedback from ma dad? He asked me to cancel everything, just stay at home. He even start telling me about all kinds of inccident that happened about boming and war between you know what. Hence, the election just over, all malaysian citizen are afraid of you know what.

I lied by telling him everything tickets and hotel rooms we have booked and paid. All my dad said was just cancel all of them, it won't hurt just by loosing a few hundred bucks. I was like... HELLO! Dad, you're rich, I'm not. To me, few hundred bucks worth alot. I can like have a month supply ya know?! I don't care. I'm still going. My mum didn't even stop me from going, she even helped out! Because of election I have to stop all my funs?! NO WAY!


Now, after this issue of going to KL. I told him I would love to take another course after my Diploma in BA, which is Graphic Designs. He started blapping all his old historical stories to me. He said he have everything planned for me, that he want me to get a degree in BA, then after that fucking 4 more years of degree, I can only take my graphic or whatever course! I was like counting..... By the time I had all my certs and so on... I'm like in my LATE 20s'!!!!!

What I had in mind was to start pursuing experienced by 24 years old, and I want to have my own company by 34! Now, I guess I'll all those wrinkles all over ma face and body when i'm still pursuing experience in life. WTF....?!

He even told me that by taking this course was just my fucking hobby. Hobby won't bring you far in life. I NVR thought that would be my hobby. I always loves drawing animation and I'd really love to pursue in that career! I'm taking BA just because of you Dad! BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!

Because of mum facing difficulties in financial problems, I stayed.
Because of you, dad I studied Business to help you out in the future in your company.
Because of you two, I have been so stress!

I want to have my own dreams!

I CANT!

WHY?!

BECAUSE PARENTS GIVE US LIFE, SO WE HAVE TO LISTEN AND RESPECT THEM BY THROWING ALL MY DREAMS AWAY!

I WANT TO ENJOY MY LIFE IN MY 40S'

I WANT TO HAVE A SIMPLE LIFE.

I DON'T YEARN FOR BIG HOUSE OR NICE CAR

I JUST WANT A NORMAL AND PEACEFUL LIFE.

I DON'T CARE IF I HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN A SMALL BORKEN WOODEN HOUSE.

AS LONG I'M HAPPY WITH IT

THAT'S ENOUGH.

I WANT TIME, TIME IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE.

WITHOUT TIME, LIFE IS MEANINGLESS.

WHAT CAN ANYONE DO WITHOUT TIME?!

YOU ALL COME AND TELL ME.


Who would understand?! They can get what they want. Everyone asked me what was my dream. All I can tell them was none.

Because if I do. Mum will felt so guilty and you know what.

Might as well I fucked my dream away and forever keep it as a dream.

By doing so, everyone around me will be HAPPY.
Because to them, I don't have vision of life, I'm a fucked up kid. I only know how to use and spend money. I the only kid who have no vision of life. I'm so lame!

HAPPY?!

ARE YOU GUYS HAPPY?!

Why can't I be like other kids?
Why must I bear all the pains and stress for you guys?
Who is going to bear all mine's?
Is anyone going to be there when I fall?
I don't want to hear facts.
I just need someone there.
Physically supportive in whatever I do.
Yeah, that person will only exist in my dream.

So now i'm hoping for darurat*curfew*
I can just step out of the house and get shot to death.
Then again, I can be in my dreams forever.....

and ever.

Yay...! Something is really wrong with my notebook today. Finally it reads my memory card. So I can do my posting now. So sorry ya???

First of all, I would love to wish my mum a happy belated birthday again. It was her birthday yesterday and we went out to have dinner at night with her friends tagged along as well.

What I got for her?

A birthday card!

Then as for today, it's my dad's birthday! Wishing him happy birthday as well... I too got him a card for his birthday!

I made them in Stella's house. Thankyou for lending me your pc and printer too giving me these free paper and envelops! Thanksyou so much! Treat ya nxt time ya???

Okay, back to my mum's birthday. Her friends got her a sponge cake! Don't know what it tastes like. Feel like having it but very lazt to cut it. Heee.....!

Looks tasty right? I'm so hungry now. I felt like ordering Mcd... But saving money for my coming KL trip... What to do?! sobz....

Heard the STPM results will be out soon... All the very best to those who took STPM!! But a very bad luck for me to be taking my exams. sigh....!

I have some SO BELATED post to post here. Some Valentine post.

What did I got from my sweethearT???

He bought me a mine-alesi model of both of us.

Cute??? It does quite look like us... Hee...! Happy-nya... But this two model is still located in KL.. I still cant get hold of 'em... Sobz...!

But I did another Valentine suprise for him. On the 19th of Feb, I ordered a mini49 cupcakes over to his working office!

Ta-da!

Looks tasty right? But my name spell wrong agaiN!!! So hate it.

I want to eat... Heard his mum ate most of them.. the taste?? Very nice. So tempting after hearing her mother said so...!!!!

Now, I'm so hungry, still deciding on what to eat...! Wondering as well what will be the results of the Elections and will there be curfew??? Even my mum is afriad so.

Since i'm quite emo lately, mum said if there's curfew, no one can go out. If one does, they'll be prosecuded. So, I thought of going out!

Hahaha...

You might all think i'm insane..

Because I am... Hee...!!!

I have a very bad news to shout out... Very very bad.... Because of it, I feel like dying.
















My freaking computer couldn't read my memory card from my sony W800i....! I cant upload any photos! OMG...!!!










How can this happen to me? I have so many photos yet to be uploaded into my blog post, when I finally found the right time, this happened to mE?!!

Why goD?!

What is wrong with all the spacing in this blog?!


Why cant I do spacing?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?????????


DARN!

I'm Back!!!

Did anyonE misS mE???

Or it's just Me??

Ok, is just me.

I'm being the perasan case here.

So sorry guys!

Haven't been updating my blog lately

Ya know... Been very busy

Moreover exam is just around the corner! What could possiblely be worse than that?! Other than exam, I guess I have ate too much *uncountable* mandarine orange in the Chinese New Year time period, and it has gotten me having those 'fong mok' all around me body including ma FACE!!!!! OMG....!!!

'You gotta be kidding me'

I guess this will be on your mind right?

But its damn freaking true.

You can so ask Stella.

Sigh!

It has been almost weeks since I last updated my blog.

Really am so sorry.

please forgive my absence.

Well, alot of things had happened for the past few weeks.

A lot or arguements, stress, tears, and stories happened!

But, things are fine now...

*I guess so*

I'm hoping everything will be fine after the 11th.

Because....

I'm so having exam on the 10th and the 11th of March!

Does anyone know how horrifying is that?!

Does anyone know how terrible is that?!

Does anyone know how freaking scary is that?!

I definitely do! Because I'm damn freak out by it.

Imagine, if one paper were to be failed or not enough marks to pass... I have to pay ya know?!?!?!?!

Where to get those money?!

I don't want to give all my hard earn money out to that fucking college!

What can I do?!

I studied hard!!!!

I tried everything!!!

Inclding you know what.

But still no use!

I'm partly scaring myself anyway....

hahhahahha....!!

Don't worry guys!

Since i'm cold blooded.

I don't think I will have any feelings for anything.

heeee!

Therefore, for now I guess I'll stop right here.

Just to let you all know that I'll be back!

So do drop by when free!!

Thank you!