After watching school rumble from youtube....


I wonder what's like to be in a boy and girl mix school....

Boring CNY

Another day has passed and i'm still freaking bored...!!!

What have I been doing for the whole freaking day? As I remembered I slept from 3am till 5pm.
I woke up in between but i forced myself back to bed since I have nothing to do much, neither do i wana have negative thoughts about anything...

Am been lurking around in JoomCool.com latrly.. Since I'm bored and somehow... I still bored after loitering around in there...!!!

Everyone's busy celebrating CNY and am here blogging...!!!
Today, I will try not to contact him at all since he's been so busy after all..

Wish my luck guys.

Elo year 2009

I'm back again for some reason.
I'm just bored anyway and i have nothing to do at this time of the night where everyone are enjoying themselves with friends and families..

Mine?
Well... They just went off and I felt so digusted by them.
I seriously don't understand why can people wear a mask so easily and even to family members.
What is the meaning of having a family reunion dinner after all?
I dont see any meaning in it anymore but to get red packets from them.

I didn't even greet my step-grandma, I greeted my boyfriend's family more than my own.
Bad girl, i know, and as always.

I'm seriously so bored here, that's why I blog.
Done with the complaining, here comes a new year for me.

First, wish everyone who reads my blog a happy 'cow' chinese new year... hehehe
Yeah, I know I have abandon my blog again due to some house shifting and busy life(laziness)

This year my resolutions will be a freaking hard one which i know I CAN NVR achieve it.
What is it you ask?


Well, I would love to visit EACH AND EVERY SINGLE CLUBS IN KL.
That's ma 2009 resolution!!!!
Too bad some just ignores me... especially my boy.

Talking about my boy...
I had a tough year with him...
Especially on our 2nd year anniversary...
I couldn't help it but I do felt like letting him go.
Things just went bad to worse all of a sudden and my heart just tell me to let go and my soul ask me to stay.
So what am I going to do???

I've chosen to stay and start a new relationship with him.
Having a new life and leaving all those miserable memories back history...
Sorry but I'm not perfect. I couldn't do that at all.
History and pain haunt me like a ghost.
Day and night I cant get myself out of it...
It hurt so much and sometimes I seriously dono what can i do to get rid of it.

I try to ignore but somehow, when the moon arise... my brain automatically runs the pain program... I'm just so fucking annoyed...!!!!

Now, I told myself to leave things alone and treat myself first than my boy.
I know I'm being selfish but I have no choice.

So, here i'll hope myself to have a brand new love life and wish everyone around the world is happy with what they have.