Hair Dyed.

Here blogging in Stella's study room while waiting for her hair to be done...!

Her hair...? Done??

Hahaha... Don't get blur readers, Stel having her hair dyed black, and I'm here hairdresser for today!!

So in any case, be prepare that Stella will be havin extreme black hair!!!

Hahahaha.....!! Don't shot me, Stel.

I know you will read this.
;p

Bored...!! Random blog

I'm so bored here...!! Why? Alright, don't get confuse readers I'll tell you why i'm so bored here.



On the 27th of Jan, which means yesterday, I went down to KL for some time with my sweetheart, I reach KL time 1730, took a bus to Sunway Piramid and reach time 1800. I waited for more than one hour till he was done working...!! But his actual working time is from time 0900 to 1830.. Such an Operation Executive always work OT...!!! Nvm, come to today, he's working as well and even worse he has a training from Sunway Piramid complex itself and have to be in the mall by time 0800...!!



What am I suppose to do all day long while he's working??



No worries! I phone Elisa to accompany me later in the afternoon but she will only be free after time 1400. Since I'm here in the early morning time 0800... What the heck am I suppose to do to waste my time till 1400?!!!



My sweetheart drop me off later outside the mall and I went loitering around the area.. I was kind of hungry, I saw KFC infront of me!! They have been promoting about a new menu by having breakfast same like Mcd, moreover it still early now, why not eh??



I went in and ordered a Cheese Chicken Muffin, with coffee. What does it taste like?? Not to criticise but it does taste exactly the same as Mcds'... But! But if i were to choose between KFC and Mcd for breakfast, I think I would rather head back to KFC. Its muffin taste nice but I aint sure about others yet, not to mention about the coffee as well. Least I only have to pour one pack of cream and exactly two packs of sugar. Splendid!



Ate, read comic which I bought it yesterday after I've reach Sunway Piramid. Trying my best to waste all the time i've got!!! Omg... I read the comic like I was reading a novel. I read every single word it was written there and analysing the way the author drew this comic.. Yet, it was only time 0835...!!!



Wth...?!



Fine, there's always another way to waste up all the time I have. I took out my phone and called up all those friends whom are allocated in KL for studies. Oh dear... They are either having class or busy studying for exams! I totally forgotten that today is a Monday. No one is free, and I really have to wait until time 1400 for Elisa.



I phoned up like 5 - 10 friends on my and talked on the phone for not so long because my phone batt is getting LOW...!!! Wth.... I really cant imagine how to surpass the time I have here. Sweetheart lend me his notebook since he knew I was So So going to be bored... But all I will do with it was to blog, and yes i'm doing it so now!!! Okay, back to where I left out. Where was I???



Oh, I'm still sitting inside KFC. Thanks for reminding. *wink*



After done talking on the phone for like an hour or so... Finally it was time 0930. I then phone Elisa for another chat which I guess she thinks I'm kind of rushing her out of the house to get here. Gee... Am I that bad???



Done talking to her and I sat for another one or two more minutes till I was tired of sitting, I got up and start to loiter around the area again. Soon later I came to Piramid Mall.. As I thought it was still early that the shop will still be close or something but hey...!! Me love for Starbucks!! It's open! Yay...!!



I went in straight without a second thought, ordered a caramel find a nice spot and sit down. Till now I've been blogging since then. I thought I was the earliest one but guess I was wrong. Few foreign are even earlier than me. I guess they have been hehe in Starbucks like 0800???



And now, sitting here, cant upload any photos but to blog. What else can I do???



Sweeetheart told me he has downloaded alot of movies but I'm not in the mood of watching any movies right yet I felt like dozing off... My eyes are as red as an ang pao...!!! I cant help rubbing them... It's so itchy ya know??! The temptation of rubbing me eyes off!



All the friends who knew me seem to be very worried about me rubbing my eyes out! Some said I'll get blind but I cant help rubbing me eyes!! I felt so... So... Nice? I guess nice is a suitable word for rubbing my eyes...! hahahah...! Yeah, call me crazy! I know you did!!



Stella even got me a new nick name. ' Chi Mun ', please read it in Cantonese. As for translation which will be crazy mun. My name is Carrmen. So since I have all kind of weird and insane personality. She addressed me as a ' Chi Mun '. ' Chi ' came for the word ' chi sin ' anyway.



The clock is still ticking and I really cant think of anything to do! I'm like so lost and forcing myself to blog or ya know! Waste time!!! Time waste-er I am....!!!!



Oh... Yes. I want to learn about photography and stuff!! Anything to do with art...!! I found one guy who has been teaching all this, but it seems that my mum doesn't like him and so on. She even tell me all the photos taken by him are so Normal. Normal... Mum, at Least he could as for your daughter, who doesn't know anything which cant even take a nice picture out of anything and have been changing to more and more hi-tech phone in every year. What a spoiled kid am I! Come to think to see, after viewing Smashpop.net & Rames Studio Blogs...



Wow....



I was speechless at that moment after viewing all their photos taken. I was so amazed by it! It was very very nice! Isn't it cool to have this kind of abilities to take all kinds of nice pictures down at every moment of life. I really wish one day I have the ability to do so! Maybe, maybe someone might appreciate what i do and done. Right?? *dreaming far*



Yep, back to Reality. Is just a dream which I might be able to achieve it or not. For now, I still have to finish up my Diploma in Business Admin. Gee... This really sucks. As in business...!!! Yeah, business is a world wide thingy so I have no prob getting a job. This is what my dad always tells me. Things are different now, Dad. Having a piece of paper written with a Diploma word won't work like how it will in the olden days, as for now, it'll only work if your using your Brain to work instead of your hard work. Experiences are so much more important than having a piece of diploma paper. Even a some degrees holders work in malls.. Promoter. I'm not criticising my sweetheart but hey, this is the reality right???



Really, so what if you are a degree holder or a phd and Master? My cousin now workin in KL as a mini-clerk as she is holding a Master... I was like, wth....!! She is currently 28+... I think. Went overseas to get a piece of paper but it doesn't even help you out in any ways. Or maybe she just found the wrong job??? Who knew? and her salary is like rm2000++ only!!!! Omg... For me I don't think I'll ever accept a job with this low payment while i'm holding a master!!



Alright back to where I am now, still a rookie in everything. Being emo every night now. Mood swings like the wind blows. Having insomnia every night and day. What else more? Oh, nearly kena accident while on the way from Ipoh to KL. People nowadays really thinks their a F1 driver. Driving mini cheap cars, speeding, and cross passing other people's lane like he's the street owner! Mana boleh macam ni?! Bila ada accident blame others pulak!!! Grrr.....!!! Don't ask why I am so angry. I was One of those putih putih Victim last two years ago... I cant believe I was so damn naive at that moment of time!! But least I was smart enough of acknowledge that he's trying to get money from me! Stupid humans!!!



Don't worry, i'm not scolding you all my dear readers. But just a way to express myself out! All those angers inside of me.. Sigh. Just cant get rid of them!! Somebody, please? Help??



There's this old man who sat beside me while I was coming down to KL yesterday. He's such a nice old man but too bad I felt pity upon looking at him. Is not like he's disable or what. But a feeling of loneliness crawls into my heart.. He seem so alone. We talked thru out the journey, and he even told me he was a part time therapist!! Yeah, parents always taught us not to speak to strangers but not this one. I really wonder what will happen to my mum or dad when they are old? I meant I really don't want them to be alone. When i'm off seeking for a living and them staying in the house with no one else around them... My mum definitely don't want to stay with my bro. But I'd prefer a single life, as in living independently. I really don't feel like having anyone whose related to me staying with me.. I'm like so used to being alone.. Even now, I face things alone when I'm down.. Of cause i'll share it with my sweetheart but definitely not my family. They really don't know anything about me except me for being cruel, and cold-blooded. I'm famous by this two nature thing I got. Can't help it okay?? But it's kind of nice thou!



I know I'm a girl but what can i do about it?



I cant take up make-ups, dressings or girly accessories...!! I find it quite..... *shivering*....!! No offences though.



I'm just not like any other girls out there!! I like to play games as in extreme games, activities, RPG games.. my nitendo DS Lite, and all sort of technology stuff...!!! Most important is cars...!! I love racing! But I'm done racing on the road, or I also haven't start racing but I did raced with my friends before. Just for the sake of thrillness!!



I still remember my dad promise me to let me learn go-cart..!! Yeah right! Kena tipu by my own dad...!! Told him about it, he shoot me back by saying I was creating stories...! What kind of dad is this?!!? Nvm, as long you give me my month allowances is enough. I'd rather learn everything on my own and with my own ability. So much better than to rely on others.



Oh well, I guess I better stop now, if not I really wouldn't know how much longer this random blog will turn out to be!! For now on, see ya later!!

Thaipusam Night Out

It's Thaipusam and guess what? Day off!! No doubt is just another day, but we have a plan to go for a outing with Navin, Stella, Bell, Neven was tagged along and Mei Lai as well!! There'll be a celebration or they called it as parade at YMCA and DR Park area. *don't know the road names* So we have out little small gathering with each other for the night to come.

I went to get Stella at time 1850. It was still early, but I was already hungry!! Sobz...!!! I was told to fetch Mei Lai as well.. then about 15 minutes later, called up Navin where to meet, end up I have to fetch him as well...!! -.-'''

Me in Stella's room

She even got me to wear her blink blinks bangles....

After that, we first head to get Navin which he is in Simpang Pulai.. On the way to get him, we drop by in Mcd! I'm starving dude...!! Must have something!! Stella even thought of getting a Mudpie in Malaysia's Mcd. Too bad we cant get 'em. Guess only in Singapore they have them. Done taking away our meals, went straight down to SP to get that jerk...!!

Got him, and the car start shaking and you could really hear alot of noise in it.. Not the radio that's making the noise but Navin is. Is fun to have him around sometimes! *wink*

While we were on our way to get Mei Lai, she phone up and by all means we asked for her address as well. But then she told us she was going out with her family for a family dinner, and since the big guy behind us was telling us how his stomach was making all the noise, and wanted to get some stuff, Jusco here we come! Stel even told Bell to meet us up in Jusco.

Got his stuff, we were looking around for food for him and he kept asking where got nasi lemak la, laksa and so on. The only place where we have nasi lemak and laksa in Jusco was Chatter Kopitiam. Right out KFC and The Natural Shop if anyone didn't notice. We took him there and wanted to shut his mouth but end up worse. He was making noise again!! He kept complaining how sucks the nasi lemak is, the sambal taste weird and so on... Partly Stella and I were isolating him apart but then....

Guess what he did??

This is what he wrote!! OMG.

I cant help laughing and started to camwhore with him... and too with that piece of tissue.

Bell reach soon after, and they were also hungry so we went Mcd after that, told Mei Lai to meet us up in Jusco later when she's done with her family dinner. Yes, camwhore again!

Stel & Me
While camwhoring, Stel was promoting her shop in Low Yat forum. Telling Navin about it, she took the bangle out of my hand and put it onto Navin's arm...!!!

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While all the chit chatting alo blah-ing. Mei Lai's here, with her sister Mei Ling. But she left us in 5 minutes time, told she wasn't close with any of us except for her own sister and me. Too bad then!

Mei Lai & Me

Alrighty! Everyone's here and off we go!! We left Jusco about time 2100, and by the time we reach our destination, wow... Not to say jammed pack with humans but cars! Guess it was because some of the road been blocked. That's why and it wasn't that hard to get a parking space...!! Just that we have to walk what... Ish!

Humans!!! Sorry but feel more like i'm in a Indian Pasar Malam instead of Thaipusam parade. *no offence*
Let's walk then, among with others humans. Then came along a stall selling keropok! Mum wants them, so I got few of them just for her. But she told me she wanted muruku instead of this keropoks...! *yikes*

Done with buying, let's walk again.

We then came thru a shop drawing inais'.. Mei Lai and I was interested so we got our hand done with Inai art.

Mei Lai's Inai

This is mine, still in progress.

Ta-da...!! Done, nice huh???

Inai habis, continue walking again...!! Wee, even capture some picture along the way to the temple.

Yeah... We've reach the temple!

This is scary, I meant isn't it pain??? Wouldn't they feel the pain?! I do even when I saw them doing it. As if I was at his position!! *shivering* It seems that is like a spiritual belief that a God will be in his body and taking control. Something like that la... Not very sure. Heee... Don't blame me..!! After this, on our way back to our cars.. Stel and Mei Lai wanted to play Go-Cart since it was open for Thaipusam Parade. But then, Neven, Bell and Navin kept telling us about the hygene stuff... Mei Lai and Stel insisted on playing but there were only three of us playing. We find kind of no fun, so we make a deal that we'll come by and play other time when we find one gang of friends. It was time 2330 at that moment, no one wanted to go back so early so we decided to go yum cha!

But where?

Think... think... and Think...!!

Finally there's an answer.

Old Town Kopitiam in East Sector of Ipoh garden.

I was so hungry then again when I parked my car aside... So went down, find a nice spot and start ordering!! I ordered a chicken hor fun. Look nice, but too sweet. I think they put too much kicap in the soup... *puke*

Finally, we continue our chat but not long enough the shop was closing and we have to leave. It was 0030 by the time we left Kopitiam. Sent Mei Lai back and Navin to SP. Home we go, since Stella was just two streets away from my house. By the time I reach home, it was already 0130.. So tired!! I doze off the minute i laid down onto the bed.. But a great experiences for me to know more about other culture! Maybe I'll go again for the upcoming Thaipusam in year 2009?? Anyone wana tag along??

Emo

Another stress out day. I don't know why I can't help stressing myself out. It has been so bad for the past few days, every morning when I got up, I felt so depressed. I tried to take everything easily, but everythings around justannoyed me!!!

I even got annoyed and started to have doubts on my boyfriend! Doom day!!! Is not like he did anything wrong but I cant help myself you know???

I'm still in pain with my last relationships. I'm trying to heal asap... In three month times I succeeded in 90% but I cant help fearing that I'll be alone again. Help? *sigh*

Just want to be loved. Just want to live a happy life, just want to have a life that I wish I could have. Is that so much to ask for?? All I ever wanted, all I ever wish for, have thrown all aside.. But the only thing I hold on to is wish not to be alone anymore.

Guess my wish wasn't able to be fulfilled by anyone including myself. Is not like I don't have friends or anything. I do in fact. Friends who care, Friends whom love, and even friends who betrayed. Maybe I've been dumped by a man and an idiotic guy in my life. The pain was so terrifying that it cant help repeating instead of healing..

I don't know why I hate staying here, it just makes me so irritate and annoyed! Felt so stressed and emo whenever I came back. All I felt was like being all alone, even thou my mum was just behind me.. Maybe I'm sick???

I wish to get out. Whenever i'm out of the house, the shop, definitely including the college, I'm cool. I cant help being happy and too enjoying my life!!! Why some can enjoy even thou they are in their house or shop or even college.. And I just cant..

Wish to tear myself apart.
Wish to cry it all out...
Wish I could be like any other girls...
But I just cant.

*sigh*

Phew...! *wiping the water drops from forehead*
Just came back from a war with the law...!!!
How scary can that be???
Well, don't get blur first readers...
Let me explain what has gotten me so terrified.

I was suppose to prepare myself for today's quiz.
We were going to have a Business Law part1 small quiz, time 1430, at Rm 202.
As all expected, I didn't studied at all for the whole night and guess what was I doing?!
Ya, talking on the phone for more than two hours with my Leon.

Oh No...!! What was I doing?!?! *panic*

So got up this morning telling myself I have to start taking up my notes and start pumping all the notes into my head! But...!

I was too lazy that I lay on my bed for more than 45minutes till the phone rang...!! Mum called from the office...!! A wake up call...!

No... No... NO.... NO!!!

It's already time 1030! Rush rush rush... Rushing here and there...!!!

Why is this happening to me??!! Yes, I asked for it... Don't blame me!!

I don't want this to happen but I just can't help being lazy, ya know?

Did all the notes got pump into my head, you ask??




Partly..... To be honest....


Yes!! Most of it but definitely not all of it... At least I did get to pump some notes into my head before the quiz start...!!


How was the quiz???

Is was oKay.... I suppose!
I don't know...!! There were suppose to be answers popping out from my head but all went blank?!!!


How could this happen to me?!!! *screaming and pulling my hair hard*


Oh my god... But compare it with others, it seem to me that I was still in Safe situation. Phew..!
For now, I'm still praying hard for the outcome of it and the assignment I have to deal with!!!
Pray hard...!!!

Oh, I'm leaving to KL in another two days time!! Wee....!! Time to enjoy! Don't miss me!!!
Chaoz...!

Introduction

Well well well... What do you know?

Hi, yes I'm a new bloggie here!

Don't ask why am I here, because I was tempted to do so?!

No...!!!

Okay, done with all the rubbish talking here...!! *silence*

Oh ya! I was supposed to Introduce myself out here...!

Who am I??

This is Me

The name is Emiko @ Carrmen

Age 20 this year, don't worry will grow much more older coming years..!! ;]

To be honest... I don't know what to write here...! *nervous*

hmmm.... Any hint???

Well, overall I'm not hoping for much but do drop by ya????

HeeYah all...!
Who am I?
I'm new...!! A newly born blogger rookie in Blogspot...!
Most of my friends have 'em.. Why shouldn't I?
Yeah, i get tempt very easily... So i'll be putting my fingerprints all around here!!
This is not my first blog spot, I have others too!!
Feel free to come by ya????

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