Want new skin

me want new skin for me half abandon blog~~ ^^

but too bad i have yet to format me lappie and install all me software T.T..

T.T

Got Tagged by Lexy...!!!

Oh well.. This is ma first tag ever in ma life, and guess it's from who??
ma lexy sayang... I guess I should have not go into her blog and read...!! XD

The tag that I got tagged to do is..

"Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her"

Since lexy tagged me for it, and i'm bored now... So i'll do it, even thou no one is gona read it anyway~~ so i can write all bad stuff about her... *evil grin*

Here goes....!!

1. Lexy a.k.a Stella was the 'sweet and decent' girl I met during NS in year 2006 which lives just two streets away from ma old house. Took us long enough to know each other existance!! *grin*

2. Artistic yet material girl i supposed~~

3. One super duper emo kid i have ever known in ma whole life. XD

4. Starbucks craze with me all the time as long as i'm loaded with some cash...!!! One farking realistic girl she is.

5.To me, she seems like a little small tiny cute chubby girl walking down on the road side and sometimes i just love to tease her and felt like making her cry...!!! XD *i know u are going to kill me*

Gee... i'm like so out of idea... another 5 more to go... wait wait wait.. Let me think.

6. The first time I've been to her house, checked out her closet was extreamly full of BLACK colour cloths. Nothing but black... thankgod now she have some other colour in it. XD

7. A girl who doesn't know how to tekan break in her car after she got her license...!!! Thankgod now she know.. If not I also wouldn't want to sit in her car.

8. A girl who are able to support friends who are in need and definately a good friend to have. *too bad if you guys don't know her*

Two more to go...!!!! *pull hair*

9. a rich and spoiled brad? XD

10. A girl who dares me to go down KL for no reason... XD

Here, i am done with it and somehow i need to do another part of it which is...

"The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself"

About me??? I'm not sure myself but hey, don blame if you think i'm that like that~

1. Idiotic
2.Crazy
3.Insane
4.Starbucks craver
5.Movies goers
6.Stitch lover...!!!!! been getting alot of stitch collection figure nowadays...!!!
7.A figurine fans and working part time painting them thou~~
8.Some farking loyal and loving girlfriend to her boyfriend. XD
9.Owns a brain which loves to think only NEGATIVE thoughts and not positive.
10. Last but not least, a girl who loves all her friends out there...!!!!!

I will now shout....

I Love You All

Seriously i dono who to tag...
So i don think i'll be tagging anyone in here~~
enjoy readin~

Why people like to tell out fake rumourS?
is that funny?

Do they know that it can hurt someone so badly?
Today, I heard someone was asking me and my boy about our status

I was fucking freak out as they said we broke up LONG TIME...

I WAS like.... ETFH which bitch said it and i'll definately make her canot speak for the rest of her life anymore!!!!

After watching school rumble from youtube....


I wonder what's like to be in a boy and girl mix school....

Boring CNY

Another day has passed and i'm still freaking bored...!!!

What have I been doing for the whole freaking day? As I remembered I slept from 3am till 5pm.
I woke up in between but i forced myself back to bed since I have nothing to do much, neither do i wana have negative thoughts about anything...

Am been lurking around in JoomCool.com latrly.. Since I'm bored and somehow... I still bored after loitering around in there...!!!

Everyone's busy celebrating CNY and am here blogging...!!!
Today, I will try not to contact him at all since he's been so busy after all..

Wish my luck guys.

Elo year 2009

I'm back again for some reason.
I'm just bored anyway and i have nothing to do at this time of the night where everyone are enjoying themselves with friends and families..

Mine?
Well... They just went off and I felt so digusted by them.
I seriously don't understand why can people wear a mask so easily and even to family members.
What is the meaning of having a family reunion dinner after all?
I dont see any meaning in it anymore but to get red packets from them.

I didn't even greet my step-grandma, I greeted my boyfriend's family more than my own.
Bad girl, i know, and as always.

I'm seriously so bored here, that's why I blog.
Done with the complaining, here comes a new year for me.

First, wish everyone who reads my blog a happy 'cow' chinese new year... hehehe
Yeah, I know I have abandon my blog again due to some house shifting and busy life(laziness)

This year my resolutions will be a freaking hard one which i know I CAN NVR achieve it.
What is it you ask?


Well, I would love to visit EACH AND EVERY SINGLE CLUBS IN KL.
That's ma 2009 resolution!!!!
Too bad some just ignores me... especially my boy.

Talking about my boy...
I had a tough year with him...
Especially on our 2nd year anniversary...
I couldn't help it but I do felt like letting him go.
Things just went bad to worse all of a sudden and my heart just tell me to let go and my soul ask me to stay.
So what am I going to do???

I've chosen to stay and start a new relationship with him.
Having a new life and leaving all those miserable memories back history...
Sorry but I'm not perfect. I couldn't do that at all.
History and pain haunt me like a ghost.
Day and night I cant get myself out of it...
It hurt so much and sometimes I seriously dono what can i do to get rid of it.

I try to ignore but somehow, when the moon arise... my brain automatically runs the pain program... I'm just so fucking annoyed...!!!!

Now, I told myself to leave things alone and treat myself first than my boy.
I know I'm being selfish but I have no choice.

So, here i'll hope myself to have a brand new love life and wish everyone around the world is happy with what they have.

Meow.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long time no do posting

Miss posting posts...

The other day, on the 22nd of June, a Sunday

Me and Stella decide one thing to do.

In Jusco.

Cinema.

What are we going to do????

Well.....

We have decided to watch two movies in a row!

Which are Get Smart & The Incredible Hulk.

We had Get Smart at 1530 & Hulk for 1830.

It was tiring!!!

I was like... My back bone was actually aching!

Now... I kinda felt sick for movies...

But not KL movies or cinemas!

Got fed up of Ipoh's stuff already.

So bad-nya~

I'm going down to KL soon for my Bro's Art Exhibition on the 29th of June.

And again to KL on the 12th of June, my boy's graduation ceremony.

Busy Busy with life here!!!

How can I cope up with my life?!

I'm moving nxt month as well to my (not my but mum's) new house!

There's so many things need to be packed and done!

I'm getting so broke by buying at least a few funitures in Ikea for my new room!

FINALLY!!!

I'm getting a ROOM for me-self~~!!!

*hyperly hyper*

Cant wait to decorate my new room!

but due to the poor-ness I am...

It can hardly be any nice room.

*Trust me*

I'm doing more to the Japanese style..

I'm trying to get some friends to draw on me wall...

So...

Whose interested?!

No payment of coz!

MEoWwwWww..........

Finally... It has been awhile... Kinda miss my blog lately.. Been abandoning my blog lately due to all those tight schedule in reality, now that I hardly had the time to even on my notebook, where now it has been cover with dust! *omg*

Why today, now this moment I have the time to blog? Well...

Because Stella threaten me to update my blog if not she'll delete me from her blog page?!!!!!

Because Neven, Bell's boy keep nagging me for updates?!!!!

Not really thou... Hahahh... But sometimes I'm been lazy and having working on two jobs and studying at the same it's a difficult life to live in.. Yet, I still can spare some time to my pals out there!!!! HMPH...!!! See I treat you all so good...! Still wana threaten mE?! *joking*

But now, I have quit the other part time job, and concentrate more on my studies! *faint* Soon, will be moving out from this area where I'm currently staying.. Sigh. Gonna miss stella here thou!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA....!!

*will be seing Bell more then???*

Ok now, a little update now..

On the 9th of June, Boyfriend came to Ipoh! Oh ya, definately should be happy gila, but then.. I felt a little bit disappointed.. Don't know why.

He actually came down on the 8th, night. He even brought me and my mum Wendys'!!! Damn, even it's cold... Still it taste nice lo!!! With all those extra cheeses!!!!!!! *a cheese freak here*

We then went out on the 9th to parade.. done some loitering around in the complex and had lunch in sushi king. I was still being the moody emo shit.. as I know he was upset as well as I was. Till evening, as my mood changing better, we started talking more, and went to have dinner in Kizuno. We then went to Jusco to have some fun. Really fun activies, we went inside Capcom arcade center and played games there! We even took some sticker photos! Damn nice!

We took even lots more when I was still doing close sales day in my mum's shop..

I kinda misses him now.. even thou it just has been 24hours I didn't see him... Sigh.. Could this be Love?

Everyone been guessing bout my new toy??? Hmmm... What is it then???

Well, Neven got it correct. It's a handphone! But it's a Nokia 6500slide mobile phone!

Ta-da...!!

Nice...?? Very nice!!! Well, of course this image I found it on the web, but the real one, is just right below!

hahaha...!! Posing with mee yen in Pangkor. Cun can? But then, battery very fast habis, theme can send thru multimedia tipu org punya. Still, whenever u touch the phone, damn syok lo...!! Dono why~ hehehehe

Yes, I know. My deepest apologies to my readers for all my late posts!! Now, is my pangkor trip post!

There's the harbour, but which one is our boat???

Went with the gang. There's Weng Yan, Siew Keng, Mee Yen and Me!!

End of day 1!! Coming soon, day 2 in Pangkor!

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Summary

I went to pangkor with my friends on the 12th of April, came back on the 13th. I sum up all the money I've used for these trip, excluding gifts and foods, include games and accomodation, whereby I only used 100 only!! Cheap can?!!!

Of course, we went in a gang so accomodation also share. We took a family room, which cost us rm160, round up 4 of us, where each and every one of us have to pay rm40 only! hehehehe...!!

We went for Banana Boat, Cannueing, Snokering, played in the sand, monkey.. and a lots more! Couldn't remember at all!

Soon, at night we went out to town and got ourselves some hot and spicy seafoods! Damn! I cried!

It was too spicy for me to eat... So I ate a little only.. Sobz....